Why Photography?

What is it about photography which draws me into its real with such gusto and passion.
I sometimes ponder this question because I feel like I need to find my own answer.  Yet a satisfactory answer always seams out of reach to me.  I feel as if im searching for something along my photographic  journey. Most people will not understand and some might think me odd.  However I think it very normal. In fact I think most people search for answers in life. Some find it in religion or philosophy, some in helping others, some people find it in careers and work, others search yet never find and a few get lost along the way in alcohol and drugs. Yet many people, perhaps most people,  search for something. For some reason my search has taken me down a path of photographing natures landscapes and beautify. We are all different.
Photographing a landscape brings a sense of balance into my life. It for fills many needs in me;  a need to build and create something,  a need to be closely in touch with those things in life which are real and natural;  I think it is a counter balance to what can be a  very artificial and unnatural world in which we live and work. Photography fills a need in me to escape and have time-out… time for me. It for fills a yearning to wander, explore and discover. It for fills a need in me to say “Hey, our world is not all bad”  in fact it is a very beautiful and good world in which to live in. It for fills a need to leave a mark on the world after I am gone, that somehow my beautiful photographs are evidence that I was here and I had something to say and to share with others. My life is not just about work and play, there was something more.
Sometimes I look at people I know,  who to me appear to be very shallow and have no depth in their life. They appear to be happily living lives I see as very superficial. One side of me is envious. However I could never live a life so wafer thin. I need depth, it is my keel and my compass.

What is it about photography which draws us into its realm with such passion.

I ponder this question often. I don’t know about you,  but I feel like I need to find my own answers. You might like to share your own thoughts below.

So far,  a satisfactory answer always seems out of reach to me.  I feel as if I am searching for something unknown along my photographic journey; that the journey has some kind of purpose.

Many people will not understand and some might think me odd. However, I think it is very normal.

 

Mamiya 7II / Velvia film / Canada, British Columbia.

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